Today is my birthday and I have decided to write my first blog. I therefore expect no condemnation from anyone. Please preserve it for the next one which is going to be written next year. This shall also double as my birthday speech.
The reason I am writing is to mostly share what I have learnt this year specifically and secondly because I was convinced by wise counsel (You know yourselves). And my hope is you will be encouraged and enlightened.
Allow me to introduce myself.
I am Edison.
For more details check the next blog.
In the beginning, was January. This came with rants from its victims all screaming how it had “60” days in the month. I for one did not experience this because i saved and spent wisely the previous month. I am amazed at how everyone globally and locally heavily participate in the festive season only to be surprised by the next “60” days ahead.
Anyway as the year began, I was more intentional about improving my skill as a sound engineer and learning music and then dive into music production. I had a plan until well i got punched in the face.
1. LEADERSHIP was not in my agenda at all. So many leadership roles opened up and at the time I was looked at to have some potential to make things happen. Naturally I said yes because I have this weird life slogan “There’s only one way to find out”. In some way I honestly believe that most opportunities are missed because no one wants to try something new in their routine. It would be boring if life were that straight-forward.
I highly advise that you find your own life slogan because clearly the tasks ahead haven’t been smooth at all.
Leadership is about serving the people first and you last. I personally tend to keep to myself and give people their space (more like not allow people into mine). But as a leader I have to look out for other people and actually allow them into my space in order to understand the vision and achieve the correct goals. I haven’t figured this out 100% but I am not where I used to be.
2. INSIDE my heart, have been so many mixed realities and this led me down to a great state of depression. If I think back it has been an accumulation of events that go all the way back to when I was a child. Now this itself is another blog on its own but the fact of the matter is for as long as I can remember, I have never felt good enough. I have felt like I haven’t achieved anything with my life, I have felt out of place etc. And along with my already introverted nature came isolation.
Now with isolation came indescribable confusion, pain, extremely evil thoughts and when anyone asked I would smile and say “I’m Okay”. Of course with such pain flow a river of lies that you just can’t keep up with in the end.
What I learnt from all this was;
• If I don’t learn to pour my complaint in God’s presence, they will spill over somewhere else. You can’t deceive God, if you’re not in the mood tell him. He created you and He knows best how to help. Don’t lift “Holy hands” with a distorted heart.
• If I don’t speak to anyone I will lose it. You need a strong support system to run to when seasons get rough. What you run to in such times, will end up running you. Make sure you are surrounded by the right people (In my case it’s 4), who will guide you.
• The greatest temptation in life is to find validation in another source other than Christ. This speaks for itself.
I could go on and on but my “editor” advised otherwise. I haven’t figured this out 100% but I am not where I used to be.
3. FINANCES have been a major key for me this year. This all began in February after I had a powerful conversation at a certain KFC parking lot (naturally after eating the chicken) with my great friend Timothy Mwesigwa. Little did he know that the advice he installed in my head was what i was going to use throughout the year. It not only worked so well but I developed the art of delayed gratification.
What this meant for me was actively saving out of every single coin that came into my pocket no matter what. And then came the Straight Forward Financial Growth book written by Moses Mukisa (An amazing leader) that sprinkled some more clarity. One of my biggest lessons was to pay yourself. There is always something to spend money on. So work and then save and then invest and of course give. I haven’t figured this out 100% but I am not where I used to be.
4. ENRICHING family and friends. We all need these in our lives. We can not live life alone. God did not design for anyone to be alone.
These are people who will keep you in check, accountable. They will ask the questions you hate to answer but you must answer them for the benefit of your life. They will surprise you when you least expect it. And most importantly you will support each other.
It is at this point where I start mentioning names. So even if you don’t know any of these people, know that they are a huge reason why I am, where I am today.
– My Great family you are extremely strong and God is with us all.
– Kenneth Atria. You taught me the meaning of work. Thank you so much my brother for showing me the way. I will not forget this lesson.
– Paul and Roxanna Kazibwe thank you for inviting me into your lives and showing me that being in Christ is actually fun.
– Steven and Florence Ssekyeru the amazing advice you keep sharing when I ask weird questions. I am grateful.
– Mosze and Ary Mukisa for your leadership and mentorship. I can’t thank you enough.
– Nelson and Sharon Muhiire at this point only God can mention the day you changed my mindset and in turn my life. I have learnt so much from you and it won’t be taken away from me.
– Dr Salva you taught and made me understand music theory in 3 hours. Who does that? A genius i tell you. You are a genius. May God bless you abundantly. You left me in safe hands with Josh B.
– Martin Mutabingwa, Roy Kasika, Timothy Mwesigwa aka CTRLAD(but you are also Soul Deep) your generosity knows no boundaries. The future is extremely bright. You are music’s greatest heroes.
– David Mute, Paul Mayanja, Jonathan Drummer, Ernest Otim, Essie Ariho, Lilian you guys are so much fun to work with. Onwards and Upward.
– THE COLLECTIVE UG you are the change the country is looking for. Shine Bright.
– WORSHIP HARVEST MINISTRIES stay lit. The amount of growth that happens here is amazing.
Other powerful mentions; Angela Okullo (Sanyu), Solome Basuuta, Jennifer Ochwo, Penelope Sanyu, Beatrice Namutebi ,Persis Babirye, Isabella Kirabo, Mercy Bero, Sam Kirabo, Andrew Ahuura, Izaya, John Inyanga, Fort and Charlene Kasumba, John Baptist Okia (JB), Isaac Latigo, Michael Rusagara, Sam Elvis, Stuart Ssebombo, Jonathan Muwanguzi, Benjamin & Charity Atwiine, Josh Mutebi. I thank you all so much for everything.
The list is endless but the main point I’m driving is that all the major points begin with capital letters and together they spell L.I.F.E. Just accept that I’m doing great for a first time blog. My twitter handle is @ediversion.
With that said follow your dreams because they are valid and they are unique to you. Only you can accomplish them.
PEACE.